Christmas is over - and I still have a week left of break.
Emotions are mixed as I realize that:
- a week is a long time
- I have less than a couple hours a day of time not filled
- a week is not enough time to spend with my family
I've come to this conclusion over break: my family is great. God has blessed me with two of the most amazing parents ever. Sure, we've had our ups and downs, and we all have our humanly downfalls - but these people are great. My family is the best. It's so refreshing to be around people who already know who you are, have seen you at your very worst, and still love and accept you. I love being cared for again instead of having to take care of myself. What a nice feeling after a couple months of college!
The transition into J-term will be a rough one. After a great two weeks home, it'll be hard to go back to college. I love college, don't get me wrong, but it's nothing compared to your parents loving hugs and infinite amounts of cash (or so it seems). It'll be hard to leave my sisters. To know that I'm going to miss big parts of their lives. To know that while their lives are still basically the same as last year, mine has drastically changed - and it's harder for me to relate to them.
It's been hard knowing how to balance time. Which friends do I see? Which ones do I not see? When do I spend time with my family? How much time do they need? How much time do they want? How much time do I want? Should I have alone time? Should I constantly be surrounded by people? How much do I sleep? How late do I stay up?
Balance is tough. So I guess in that sense it'll be a relief to go back to the scheduled normalcy of college life. To the fun, to the homework, to the friends.
All I know is that I am blessed beyond belief. God is way too good to me, and I certainly don't deserve it in the least. I have a great family. I have a house. I have money for college. I have a family that loves me, loves each other, and loves God.
Praise the Lord for blessings, praise the Lord for trials, praise the Lord for weakness - and the knowledge that His strength is the only thing left to rely on.
Praise the Lord!
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