Is it a Crime?

I don't want to settle for something less than crazy
less than days so filled with love that my vision is hazy
I don't want to have a life that's just fine
a marriage of just friendship
that's a marriage that's not mine
I want a whirlwind romance
it'll be like I'm in a love trance
I want to be struck silent each time I see his face
where all I can do is run into his embrace
is it a crime to hope for so much?
it's not something I'm going to rush
For this man I have so much affection
together our lives will point to God
the perfect direction
We'll be one unit, not two
our kind of love is a sort of taboo
I don't want to ever fall out of love
not if it's something that's sent from above
divorce is not even a choice
together we'll speak with one voice
before children a few years we'll spend
working together to become the perfect blend
so when children do come to be
when they look as their parents, Jesus is all they'll see
through our love they'll more easily understand that of our savior
our maker we'll reflect through all of our behavior
if this is not only mine, but God's desire
this is one wish that I will acquire.
so is it a crime? a struggle? A sin?
To want to find a man that I'm completely, and incandescently in love with?

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Haunted (An angsty poetic writing that sounds nothing like anything else I've ever written before)

{Before you read this:
A) I am not unhappy. This is just a poem, and while it's true -- I just had a moment. Making that clear.
B) Don't ask me what it's about please, let the mystery consume you :) }

Haunted
I can't escape
Can't get away
you're everywhere
when I sleep, you're there
Holding me tight
whispering in my ear
all those sweet nothings
I desperately want to hear
where are you?
Where have you gone?
You've left a piece of you behind
Your image constantly bombards my mind
it's like Halloween
all those ghosts unseen
I think I see you
but when I look
you're not there
Were you ever here?
Was it just a dream?
All I know is that you haunt my heart
leaving a shadow I can't repress
Will you ever leave?
Do I want you to?
Sometimes I wish I'd never met you.
I'd be so much more normal.
But I'm haunted by your memory.
The sweet caress of what could have been.
A part of me knows I'd do it all the same
because with your shadow
I'd be completely
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->          Alone.

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